4.06.2011

why do i bother.
mom said: "求人不如求己",
dad said: "No one’s obligated to make you happy, why expect them to when you can make yourself happy in a million ways"

So listen up sharon sham toughen up, solve your own problems and stop having expectations on others,
because the higher the expectation the higher the disappointment...


...& the disappointments are adding up.

4.04.2011

this is kinda the only place i can rant about things, facebook is filled with people that i know/family, twitter is limited to 140 characters and its kinda out on the open now so cant really write about personal things, tumblr is filled with unknown people which is good but i dont want my rant to fill up people's dash so i really should write more in here if i wanna rant.

my dad just told me to go fix his computer to see why its not connecting to the internet. obviously i couldnt fix it but i just remember dad's current comp is me and sis's old comp, there is still a file named SHA in there. In there i saw so many of my lg pics hahahaha embarrassing but filled with good memories. Then i came across this pic of all the monoruku boo stuff i brought and i drew; matching cellphone straps, magnets, stickers and this card i made that i never had the chance to give him. you said you were like the back pig cause yer all tan and stuff and im the white pig cus i dont tan no matter how hard i try Orz. looking at this pic i realize that i never grow up, im still immature. Whats the point of making all these cards, letters, post-its, stars, hearts, etc at the end all these are pretty useless.I shouldve learned from the first time i tried making david smth, making things are not useful in anyway. i end up spending so much time on mking smth and being disappointed by the receivers reaction.sigh mo liu saai c gaan

3.28.2011

its been a while since ive been here. Im actually thinking about taking writing in a journal again.. really helps my thoughts. :)
so today i went to sephora again and spent $100+ and i felt so good i wanted to buy more at aritzia.. but this time i was actually able to control myself! pretty awesome eh ;)
buying stuff does in fact makes me feel bettter.
so much things i should be focusing on diet, school, earn money
but some many other stuff are running through my mind...
FOCUS SHARON SHAM.

1.09.2011

tumblr...

...sucked me into its world

scms.tumblr.com

1.06.2011

waaah *O*

@:

why the fuck am i always sick
i hate this hate this hate this
why am i so useless
1. im sick
2. i dont even know how to enter the right amount in the atm
im soo broke already pls gimme back my 200bucks

rawr. let me die :(

keep calm..cause im chuck bass.