why do i bother.

mom said: "求人不如求己",
dad said: "No one’s obligated to make you happy, why expect them to when you can make yourself happy in a million ways"

So listen up sharon sham toughen up, solve your own problems and stop having expectations on others,
because the higher the expectation the higher the disappointment...


...& the disappointments are adding up.

this is kinda the only place i can rant about things, facebook is filled with people that i know/family, twitter is limited to 140 characters and its kinda out on the open now so cant really write about personal things, tumblr is filled with unknown people which is good but i dont want my rant to fill up people's dash so i really should write more in here if i wanna rant.

my dad just told me to go fix his computer to see why its not connecting to the internet. obviously i couldnt fix it but i just remember dad's current comp is me and sis's old comp, there is still a file named SHA in there. In there i saw so many of my lg pics hahahaha embarrassing but filled with good memories. Then i came across this pic of all the monoruku boo stuff i brought and i drew; matching cellphone straps, magnets, stickers and this card i made that i never had the chance to give him. you said you were like the back pig cause yer all tan and stuff and im the white pig cus i dont tan no matter how hard i try Orz. looking at this pic i realize that i never grow up, im still immature. Whats the point of making all these cards, letters, post-its, stars, hearts, etc at the end all these are pretty useless.I shouldve learned from the first time i tried making david smth, making things are not useful in anyway. i end up spending so much time on mking smth and being disappointed by the receivers reaction.sigh mo liu saai c gaan