Dear Tinkerbell,
Last night I had the weirdest dream. So basically this is
what i remember:
Class reunion or going back to classes and we had to use
lockers and stuff, but the school or the way the lockers are placed doesn’t
seem like it's JNB, so i’m not too sure where I am. I think I saw Vivian ,
Peter Choi, in the hallways. We had class I think. Then for some reason it was
already 1 am or 3 am. Then we were all at the gym with lockers in there…to go
home and we were arranging rides. I think everyone drank cause we were talking about
road blocks and I was really tipsy. And for some reason ken lai was driving me
and 4 other ppl home and I think Vivian was one of them. Then he couldn’t find his keys so we were looking in people’s
locker to find it for the longest time, and everything seems to be wet so I think
it was raining. Then he found his keys and for some reason I started talking I
guess? And crying ? Cause next thing I remember was Dvd holding my hand outside
ken’s car while I was in the car and ken was still driving and then I said
something and dvd started chasing the
car and I end up going to my house with dvd but again my house looks a little
off. My mom was awake for some reason and making us food, and then suddenly we
were making out and stuff ... then i heard my mom
coming out so I pulled away. I don’t really remember much but then I remember
not wanting him to do it but I was scared ?
I don’t know what happened next cause my mom woke me up cus
apparently it was already 9:00 and I was going to be late for work. I ended up
at work at 9:40
I think im beginning to be psychotic because I’ve been
checking for a whatsapp from leon from leonards phone the whole weekend. I
really need to learn to be able to be on my own. Gotta try to spend time on my
own or learn to take more initiative to get friends to go out. Hate meeting
people but love to be around people…how will I ever survive. Other news. I
really want to get a new luxury bag
before I head back to hk, but I guess this is just a mere dream if I want to go
to Thailand as well . Do you think..
Leon will half it with me like he said? So far the money I need to spend before
going to hk…
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Mom’s birthday pres - wallet
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Dad’s pres – wallet
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Flight tickets
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Thailand trip
On the other hand, I
just kinda treated my sister and my mom to a manicure as well as getting a Panasonic
face steamer…but it was a good purchase I
think since it’s very relaxing and hopefully will do my skin some good.
Gotta do more exercise and cut back on junk food so I have a nice bod when I go
back to Vivian’s wedding and for Thailand: X
