ohmygawd day T E N ~

WE GOT MARRIED ADAM COUPLE !

ok honestly, when i first watched them im like wthew, this isnt nickhun and victoria-si
they arent a cute couple
i dont like them.
but while i was waiting for nickhun and victoria's episode to come out
i watched them cause there were all 20ep if eng subs,
(i really shouldve studied orz)
watch ha watch ha, i actually like them more now
cause like beh said, they are more realistic while khuntoria is more taiwanese drama fairlytale.
i COMPLETELY understand Ga-in,
sometimes i feel her personality is somewhat like mine :X
thats why i relate more to this couple
weeeee weeee
lovvvvvve them :D
homg, even though their "honeymoon" was pretty bad
i still find it super cute how they went on a train tgt and had their lil trip
ahhhhhh, i love these, i love them.
offf to camp i go ~

day:11

faaai d faaai d lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i need smth to play with !!
mr.best buddy hurry up and buy me lego
pls and thankyou :)

Day: 14

nothing better,
nothing better,
than you.

♥♥♥

day 15 !!!!!♥

WE GOT MARRIED ♥
khuntoria ♥
ohmygawwwd.
thanks to them, i wanna get married NAO.
i swear ill learn from victoria :$
nickhun.can you get any C U T E R :$ ♥

HING GOR FOR SEE A !

whytheeff do you still drive yer mom's car when yer like 5o+
tiu lo lei gah?
"why do you have to park next to my car?"
gum eff ging a buy the whole parking lot ah
dont mumble to yerself and "Geez" me
just cause im polite doesnt mean im scared of you okay?
if i was scared of you i wont walk out when i saw you outside looking at my car.
(lol ok fine i was a lil scared when i walked up to him the first time, but the 2nd time i was okay lah *U*)
annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnd
i told you i can exchange insurance info with you
if its suuuuuuuuuuuuuuch a big deal
why say no huh?
"do you know who my mother is?"
uhm no.
"you dont?"
no.
"oh, geeez"
uhm, am i suppose to know?
*walks back into his house
uhm,,are you going to get yer mother so she can baby you and yell at me?
chi sin.
thanks for ruining my day loser.

pheeeew much better.

day : 18

i wish im a little girl again,

sigh,
sharon sham
why you always have to get yer dad upset :/

day:

please don't let us be.....
drifting,
further & further apart.

day:23

okie, so on friday i was being a productive child and looked at my courses and requirements for classes i need to take and narrowed some classes to take for fall semester. Then i read cmpt chp9 then did lab 8 and its due next friday horhor im so faai saau this time :D. Then i went to check my lab7 and assignment3 marks. I got kinda worried because ppl kept texting me and saying what i did for assignment 3 and that they were stuck. Although i spent the whole night doing it, i didnt think it was THAT hard. maybe cause i thought i did a really really crappy job of it, but the for my a3 i got 14/15 *V* i was soooo hebbbbi. Then vvn told me that she went to the zara at metro and there was still a HUGE sale so i really wanted to go see. And since i was meeting thomas and hilda at 730 at rc i thought i would have enough time to go to metro then go rc to meet them out. Turns out im really slow, so i didnt have enough time so i went to dt instead. HOLYYYY i went crazy. got stuff from sephora, aritzia , garage and off the wall :D and i even ate ice cream, i was like hells with it, im having a good day i deserve ice cream LOL. The best part of it was it was all paid from giftcards i got !! so haapppy,, sammy gor gor got me an aritzia 50bux gc raymond gorgor got me a 100bux $___$ sephora gc!! and garage and off the wall i had them before so nth special. but that day was so sunny and stuff i felt so happy especially since i was at dt. I actually like shopping alone it felt kinda nice :). gosh im such a loner orz. then arnd 8 we met at rc then thomas drove me and hilda to spaghetti factory across from the theatres at no.6 and there was a movie and dinner meal so it was ok. but fuuuuuck hst now our meals are so fucking expensive. FUCK. anyways, we wanted to watch despicable me and then we realize the show starts at 1o, so at 958 we quickly payed the bill and went to the theaters and fols, there was a uber long line up!! Then when we finally got our tickets and went into theatre 12 the show LITERALLY just started. tHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLY im in love with this movie! i love everything about it. EVERYTHING. i actually wanna watch the movie again. (DEAR LGJ IF YER READING THIS AND THIS MOVIE IS STILL ON AT THE THEATRES WHEN YER BACK CAN WE PLS GO WATCH IT THANKS ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥) Then afterwards it was just home time.
Today or erm on saturday,,, cause its 152am now, went to visit yeh yeh, im soooo glad hes so jing sun now, my dad was so worried when my grandpa went to the hospital for the few days. and side note, tytytyty best budddy ronald chan ! for remembering about and asking if my grandpa's ok today! hes fine now FANKS ! :0)
Then afterwards went to meed hilda at metro to lend her my comp, then i we went to buy a pres for vvn's bday, we got her this bigger key pendant from juicy but the packaging is sooo pretty. Its in a heart shaped box and around the pendent there are roses (obviously fake lah,). It totally reminded me of the box of roses lgj gave me cause its the exact same shade of pink !!! Then i got it lahhh it was $1oo.80 *O* must save upppp now and then theres vf's pres i have to get. Then splashdwn is like 22bux then dinner after that is like 25bux+ at cow jai hot pot. bye money :(
worst of all !!!! DAISO CUT MY THURSDAY SHIFT AKA MY HAPPY SHIFT WITH VVN .FUCKMYLIFE. no money and i dont get to work with vvn :'(. well wrk tmrw gtg snooooze.

ps: did i mention i absolutely LOVE despicable me and agnes and the minions and the unicorn oh i just adore everything in the move, kbai <3
i dont hear your heartbeats no more, they drifted too far,

day:26

homg, my nose are plugged buti keep sneezing,
gaaau mang.
pls let me get a good mark for this crappy finished assignment 3,
i stayed up till 331am doing it
pleassssssssseeeeeeeeeee let me get a good mark
*fingerscrossed
homg long day in 5 hours
school then work
pls let me get a good mark for my lab my assignment 3 and my buec assignment 7
i should really be more productive in later days -o-

分手說愛你

I REALLLY REALLY WANNA WATCH THIS.
NOW.

day:31

here it goes.
i dont know whats wrong, or whats wrong with me.
it seems as though you're very distant from me now.
not just physically distant,
i really don't know how to explain it, but it feels as though we're, strangers now.
i spent the whole night last night thinking about it.
why is it so awkward whenever we talk on the phone now,
why are there weird silences, why isn't there conversations in those calls anymore.
i dont like this. everytime i think about those awkward conversations ill end up not sleeping, just twisting and turning till morning comes and ill just pass out,
im sure its just cause we're so far apart and im not used to not being able to see you everyday.
its really bothering me. cus i really miss you and want nothing more than just being able to hug you right now.
if you ever do read this, just read it and ignore it. thanks and
i really really really love you even if i never say it over the phone. sorry.
everythings gna be alright, right?

,

yer xg post.i read it a million times,
i waited for that inbox reply,refreshed my touch/computer/phone's fb a zillion times.
didnt wna spam
couldnt help it, end up inboxing.again.
wish i was a more caring person so you wouldnt be sad.
im really sorry for being such a terrible gf,
ill stop spamming you now,
goodnight.

day: san shi san

JULY 7th:
Whaaat a hebbbbbi dayyyy
:]

day:35

faccckkkk dim suen
; ^ ;

day 6 x 6 = 36 !

" For the first time,
I've found someone I hate leaving.
I've found someone that I can't get enough of.
I've found someone that accepts me for who I am and doesn't tell me that I need to change.
I've found someone I can fall madly in love with. "

♥

day:38 (july3)

long hiking reflective thoughts are the best.
ty justina.
althought you're 2 years younger than me but your thoughts are much wiser than mine.
failed.
My scars.
yes they are ugly, i wished i never did it,
i dont think anyone can really accept them,
cause not even i do.
Thankyou for being so honest to me
"yer arms are gross."
most people just usually ignore them
if they dont they'll ask me how i got them
& i'll say yes. i used to be a cutter.
no. im not proud, just facing the truth.
no more little excuses
"yea they're from work"
or
"oh this cat scratched me"
most people will just go oh haha, really? *walks off
you. my dear, asked.
"why?"
At first i didnt really know did answer, i said i did it cause i felt like it.
no. thts not it.
the truth is, i always thought if im able to hurt myself,
then no one could hurt me.
pain would be nth to me.
"thats just stupid, most of the times you were actually "hurt" arent physical injuries, & the "pain" yer afraid of ,arent from wounds. Theyre from disappoints, betrayals and regrets."
wow. thankyou.

day;39

HAPPY4MONTHS

iloveyou,

oh so so so much.