here it goes.
i dont know whats wrong, or whats wrong with me.
it seems as though you're very distant from me now.
not just physically distant,
i really don't know how to explain it, but it feels as though we're, strangers now.
i spent the whole night last night thinking about it.
why is it so awkward whenever we talk on the phone now,
why are there weird silences, why isn't there conversations in those calls anymore.
i dont like this. everytime i think about those awkward conversations ill end up not sleeping, just twisting and turning till morning comes and ill just pass out,
im sure its just cause we're so far apart and im not used to not being able to see you everyday.
its really bothering me. cus i really miss you and want nothing more than just being able to hug you right now.
if you ever do read this, just read it and ignore it. thanks and
i really really really love you even if i never say it over the phone. sorry.
everythings gna be alright, right?
